Typically I think that airing your "dirty laundry" on your blog is bad practice, but sometimes you just have to let it flap in the breeze!
Thus far March has proven to be a bit more, let's say... dramatic than February and January. My work life is still going really well, I think I'm progressing and learning. I love working out with Michelle, cooking meals and going hiking on my days off-so that's the good!
My personal life, on the other hand, is progressing in a different direction than I would have imagined... Basically right over a cliff. Okay, it's really not that bad.
Here's the low down... we all know I got this boyfriend Julio right?! Right. At first he was amazing and so fun, fantastic and always doing things...... and then as all relationships do (at least all relationships I have), we digressed. At some point it just stopped being fun, for both of us, I think. Pretty sure he couldn't handle my occasional social awkwardness and I couldn't handle that he was getting more and more distant.... most likely because of my social inept. While we are attempting friendship, as we still enjoy each others occasional company it just seems so strained. I feel like now would be the appropriate situation to insert the beating a dead horse comment. It hurts though, and it sucks and sometimes I'd just like to rip my brain out of my body so I could stop thinking for two seconds.
So that's the Break Up.
Then here's the bad... sorry they're not in order.
The bad news is that somehow all of the strange men of Arizona have come creeping out of nowhere. I guess I shouldn't say strange or creeping, but seriously! I attract the strangest people into my life. My job gives the pleasure of meeting new people every day. At least ten times a day. This has proven to create a bit of a problem. The thing is, I'm naturally really nice (and humble right?), I sincerely care about most of the people I meet! Sometimes I think my nice-ness comes off as flirtyness, and all these guys think that I'm interested in them or something and insist on sending me e-mails, getting my number or whatever! I'm not complaining here, I'm just saying I have no idea how to handle this! Guys never flirt with me (that I notice), ask me on legit dates upon initially meeting me, or anything!
The only legitimated thing I can think of to do with all of this on my mind... is take a nap. So I think that's where I'll be headed for now readers.
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